i come with tidings of JOY!!!

I'm updating my LJ. Lamesauce, I know. But it beats watchinng my cats drool. It's really not that interesting. Believe me, I've been doing it since 9 O'clock this morning.
Well, that was fun.
Now I'm going to go improve my hygene before I'm forced out of my bedroom.

brian is so asian.

i know it sounds all emo and clingey, but right now i really, really, want someone to tell me the only way their leaving me is in a body bag.

you see, i've had "friend trouble" since 7th grade, and it just dosn't seem to stop. first i had some friends who made me do bad things, and made bets on how long it would be till i tried to kill myself (alex won, bout 2 weeks). so at the end of the year, when i realizex what was going on, i ditched them. ok, after the school, my mother, my shrink and anyone else you could possibly think of found out what i was doing, they forced be to stay away from them. which i was not complaining about at all.

so i was pretty much alone, because they had been my only friends and all, so it was pretty cool when this one kid wanted to be friends with me. i was all hey, maybe i'm not such a loser, maybe somebody will want to be friends with me. yeah? well, i was wrong. we "clicked" right away. and then she decided she hated me. and it still hurts.

I think that the events in the animals’ rebellion are very accurate to those of a human rebellion, but I haven’t the foggiest why I think that. That just might be a problem, seeing as I have to answer that question for English.

*start emo moment*

Spiraling into the depths of my pms, I gasp for air, try to scream, to call out your name, but only whispers escape, oh were are you my love? What did I do to lose you?

*end emo moment*

and now for a happy moment: i named my ipod BUBBLES. why? i do not know. maybe because gibbions told me to, and i listen to her? most likely. but i miss bubbles, and i should work on english. so bye.

my grades are good. i start drivers ed in 2 hours!

finally it's the weekend. thank god, i thought it would never get here. but now that it is i have homework to do, so i can't spend my weekend on livejournal, as much as i would like to. and i did get some new socks, because of the acid stain on my other ones. and i didn't fall asleep in any of my classes today!
yay!

my day went something like this:
i got up.
i fell asleep in the shower.
i got on the bus.
i fell asleep on said bus.
i fell out of said bus.
i fell didn't fall asleep in world geo, and i  got an extention on my mono chart.
i fell asleep during tap.
i also finished avid homework *that it turns out i didn't need to do*
i fell asleep in avid, until we got our computers.
i ate, then fell asleep during lunch.
i fell asleep while handling very hot acid in science.
*need  new sweater...and socks*
fell asleep on the bus, but did not fall out of.
and here i am, trying not to fall asleep while doing homework. what? this is livejournal? not my  にほんご homework?
i swear i've never seen this before.
but i did say that the first time my mommy found my yaoi book collection...



*is emphasized even a word?!?!?*

so i''ve been sick for 2 weeks now, and getting better is nowhere in sight. and then i go to get a progress report, and find out that i'm failing world geography and japanese. japanese is understandable because i don't talk unless called on, and i don't get called on all that much because i never rase my hand. but world geo? that is unacceptable! it's my best class, and the 2 *hella big* assignments i got 0's on are things i worked my ass off on. i just don't get it.
i hope it's a mistake, because of all the online grades and stuff being new and confusing, so i'm going to go talk to him during lunch. yes, as most of my entries are, i'm writing this from my wonderful english class.

accually, if it were wonderful i wouldn't always be updating my lj from there, but that's something i don't want to tell the teacher for fear she'll eat me.

or worse fail me!

after a whole week of headach-ness and feeling all barfy righ after i eat (which sucks, because i really like to eat) i'm ready to give up snowboarding for good. or until next november. and i think i got a decent grade on my most recent ｎｉｈｏｎｇｏ test, but i couldn't really tell. it was all in katakana, which i can't read. we went from hiragana to kanji, totally skipping katakana. which is the most important alphabet. boo. or, うちぶところ. which is acually boob, but is the closest think i could get to come up on this computer.

things do:

• learn katakana
• pass english
• get a life
• get drunk
• get in trouble for gettin drunk
• get drunk for getting in trouble for getting drunk
• get pants hemmed
• get a new toothbrush

no, i'm not really planning to get drunk. i'm not cool enough. and  i have had a taste of wine (my mom let me, sillies) and it's a experence i never want to reoccur. i puked. because of the taste. it was icky.
so, no, getting drunk is not on my to do list. getting a toothbrush on the other hand, is.

the only good thing about going back to school is that it starts at 10 instead of at 7.
teh, i still don't want to go.